Hi Daddy a little more on Mom's demented mind

Dear Daddy,

I've been thinking quite hard on how to put some of the cruel demented things in words that I witnessed as a child and left me quite devestated. My tummy turns somersaults when I have to picture the time she choked the little puppy to death with her bare hands. I couldn't believe what I was seeing as I watched the little puppy take it's last breath while little bits of foam dribbled from it's mouth. One of my siblings got out of bed as she heard the puppy whimper and witnessed the end of the cruel thing that just took place. Mom yelled at her to go back to bed the pup was fine she was putting it out on the balcony to go to the bathroom. What she did was put it in a brown paper bag and placed it in the shed. I was frightened because I knew that could be me as I knew what it felt like to have her hands around my throat. I was relieved in a way for the puppy as she used to abuse it by hitting it with a three inch quarter ruler on the head and she really got a thrill out of it along with throwing boiling hot water at the pup just to see reaction and that was another big thrill she'd laugh so heartedly as the puppy ran around in circles. She used to choke me the same way daddy I would see stars and my whole body would go all funny and limp. Do you remember asking her what happened to the puppy and she told you it got locked in the shed and froze to death, you didn't even question it. I could never tell you as I knew I might end up the same way the puppy did when you went to work and she already had found a way to silence my sibling, probably promised her a big surprise. So you see she also damaged my siblings mentally and we didn't know right from wrong as she ran the whole house and made the rules except for when you were home from work. There was one time I remember she choked my so hard I passed out for awhile. When I woke up I was on the couch and I had pajamas on and she was hugging and kissing me. I thought oh my gosh what happened she loves me. Then the next day everything was back to normal torture but she never choked me again after that incident when I passed out. Why I was so surprised about the pajamas was because she used to keep me in just my underwear and sometimes a tea shirt. Everything that hurt she did to me. There is so much much more daddy but I must take a break as it does take alot out of me rehashing the memories and believing that it was me that survived at her cruel hands and didn't end up doing crazy cruel things she did.

Daddy Mom had a sick demented mind

Dear Daddy

I don't even know where to begin telling you of the sick things she made me to other people. Mom was envious of alot of people which is what drove her to try and destroy what they had. For instance, I remember when one of our aunts decided to plant a lovely flower garden. Auntie was OH so proud of it, of course I destroyed it. Mom was so jealous she couldn't wait for me to destroy it. She sent me out of the house around four or five A.M. with my plastic bag and instructions on how to make sure I pulled not only the flower but the whole root so it wouldn't grow back. I hated what I had to do but I did it for her and so she would love me. I brought mom back the bag with the evidence that I had done the job right. I'm sure you remeber that incident you just didn't know it was your own daughter who had destroyed your sisters garden.
The bad girl will strike again, this time with a plastic lemon filled with mom's urine. My next revenge task was to squirt the landlords son in the eyes with the lemon. Mom was so excited about it and telling me make sure you get him in the face. I was afraid to do it but I know I had no choice as she was watching from the living room window laughing and waiting to see his reaction. Daddy I didn't want to get him in the eyes because I knew it would burn and I didn't try very hard but I did chase him around the yard squirting him. Mom was angry but still pleased, it made part of her day. I'm not finished daddy wait till you hear the next chore. Hard to believe or picture but here it is dad. Mom got a newspaper shit on it and made me place it at the landlords front door so when they went out their front door in the morning they'd step in it. Sure enough another successful task. Mom had tears running down her face laughing so hard. I know you remeber hearing about these things and now you know who was behind all these sick pranks. Their's alot more dad and when I sit and mull these things over in my mind I can't believe she is my mom.